How do I even begin this post? I don't really know. From this day, I have exactly 12 days until I move away to Flagstaff, Arizona and begin a new chapter in my life.
College.
I can gladly say, I'm about 50% excited, 50% not excited. What? I can't help it. I don't want to leave yet. All my friends have basically moved away and its tough enough to see them all. I have done everything in my power to complete a major part in my life before leaving for college. I saw my friends in Kansas for spring break. I saw my friends in Nebraska just recently. Both trips were remarkable, not wanting to leave from both places and going back there for college. I believe I had a bigger impact in Nebraska, just for the simple fact I grew up there. I have a history there.
10 years compared to 11 months. Quite the difference.
My trip in Nebraska kind of went the opposite direction as I wanted it to go. I felt like I had some unfinished buisness there to complete, and it never happened. What I had hoped for, fell to the ground. That is how life is. You just have to move on. I will never forget that trip. I have never cherished so many moments with my friends, and reliving so many memories. It was quite the experience.
Now saying goodbye to my current friends in Arizona. I dread for the day to come. Saying my final goodbyes to everyone, it will all come so fast. I don't know what is going to happen. Living in an unknown atmosphere, and realizing I have to start from scratch again. The third consecutive time in my life, but this time it starts over for everyone, not just me. It shall be an interesting time, but I will be back often hopefully to visit my true friends.
I'll always be around. You can't get rid of me. | 
